Just Another Boring Day In The Matrix.

Rocking chair on the balcony.:D

2011-12-28T11:21:00.001+08:00

Taken at Sarah's Madhouse 8D

Thanks for the new toy Mum!:)))

2011-07-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

Taken at 246 Kim Keat Link

Kitty Mozart.:D

2011-06-26T11:53:00.001+08:00

Taken at 246 Kim Keat Link

Uber Cuteness.:3

2011-06-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

Taken at 246 Kim Keat Link

Closest thing to heaven at 3am.

2011-06-20T03:01:00.001+08:00

Taken at 246 Kim Keat Link

Sealed Fate.

2011-06-19T21:18:00.001+08:00

Taken at Sakae Sushi Teppanyaki

Solitude.

2011-06-19T16:23:00.001+08:00

Taken at Chinatown Smith Street Food Centre

Bookworm Bi. :D

2011-06-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

Taken at McDonalds@scape

Happy Birthday Bi! :))))

2011-05-20T01:06:00.001+08:00

Taken at Sarah's Madhouse 8D

I've never seen so many people at Potong Pasir before.@.@

2011-05-09T21:14:00.001+08:00

Taken at Potong Pasir Ave 1 Blk 108

Mum, sis and mr KPOing about G.E. :)

2011-05-07T23:34:00.001+08:00

Taken at Toa Payoh Stadium

Blackout at Plaza Sing Kopitiam

2011-04-29T17:35:00.001+08:00

Taken at Plaza Singapura

I wanna hold you hand.:)

2011-04-26T18:06:00.001+08:00

Taken at Plaza Singapura

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2011-04-26T04:31:00.001+08:00

Am I really trying my best? If so.Why is it that I feel an invisible wall building up between us? It kinda hurts to see those locked posts.... Cos I really wanna share your burdens with you. :(

2011-04-26T04:15:00.002+08:00

Am I really trying my best?If so.Why is it that I feel an invisible wall building up between us?It kinda hurts to see those locked posts....Cos I really wanna share your burdens with you.:(

Drunkards at a LAN shop.D:

2011-04-20T08:15:00.001+08:00

Taken at Khakabo @ IOI Building

That which keeps me going at 6am.:)

2011-04-04T06:11:00.001+08:00

Taken at Neo's Matrix

Amazing queue at Novena's Velocity.Any idea why peeps?

2011-03-26T15:34:00.001+08:00

Taken at Velocity

Sushi Buffet Carnage.@.@

2011-03-24T15:05:00.001+08:00

Taken at Nihon Mura @ The Cathay

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2011-02-21T12:36:00.001+08:00

你。。真的了解我吗？为何不能释怀。:(

Say what?!?! .......... F***ing perfect. :(

2011-02-17T05:13:00.001+08:00

Sigh.... Sista flew off to Austria for exchange on Valentine's Day.Not my biological sister but rather a close friend of mine from SMU. :( Come to think of it. 3 years have really gone by in a flash.But yet...when I look back at all the times in school. There was never once whereby this buddy cum class&project&school mate cum fellow MIC member has not offered to

Say what?!?! .......... F***ing perfect.

2011-02-17T01:12:00.001+08:00

Sigh.... Sista flew off to Austria for exchange onn Valentine's.Not my biological sister but rather a close friend of mine from SMU. Come to think of it. 3 years have really gone by in a flash.But yet...when I look back at all the times in school. There was never once whereby this buddy cum class&project&school mate cum fellow MIC member has not offered to help me with

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2011-02-17T01:05:00.001+08:00

Say what?!?

2011-02-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-17T00:22:00.001+08:00

Sigh.....Sista flew off to Austria for exchange on Valentine's.And will only be returining after half a year. :(Come to think of it. Three years have gone by in a flash. And looking back at it now, I would have to say that without this great friend cum classmate cum fellow MIC member, I would probably have flunked many of my modules. All the help in the projects, all the morning calls to

bedPost-erous.

2011-01-29T04:55:00.001+08:00

And oh.Blogging in bed in such nice weather is simply awesome.:DHowever....it's time to wake up for International Marketing.:(*crawls*

KLOUT Score

2011-01-29T04:49:00.001+08:00

Truth be told.I was rather taken aback when I saw my KLOUT score today.Reason being that I've always viewed myself as a pretty outgoing person who loves making friends online and has always been pretty active on Facebook and Twitter.Well apparently I was wrong.:(Come to think of it.This was the same reaction I got after the first COMM215 class."Wow.and I thought I was quite techno savvy already."

Hi Instagram. Bye Foursquare.:)

2011-01-28T00:43:00.001+08:00

Had been hearing so much about Instagram from my friends recently that I decided I had to try it out myself. Conclusion? Awesome. In fact.I would go as far to call it THE ONLY app that any photo or camwhore with an iPhone would ever need. Now, even though some people might feel that most of the other social apps offered similar photo sharing or location services long ago,I personally feel that

Unautomactic Autopost.

2011-01-27T16:41:00.001+08:00

In order to facilitate my recent blogging whims, I decided to install the Posteours App on my iPhone yesterday. It was good.... For a while that is. Generally. The interface looked great. It was super user friendly.There was even the option of photo blogging. And honestly, I had quite a bit of fun with it. Until this morning when I realized that the Autopost had been rather.....

In love with Delicious.

2011-01-26T18:03:00.001+08:00

Honestly.I only have one thing to say. Delicious is awesome. Period. Now I don't know if most of you have heard of it before but basically it is a website which allows you to share the bookmarks of your favourite sites with other people on the network. Obviously I'm pretty new to it so I don't really have that many people on my network. But that doesn't really matter. The cool thing is

Woah.

2011-01-12T17:16:00.001+08:00

This is seriously addictive.I am randomly blogging random stuff just to see the posts appear everywhere simultaneously. :D

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2011-01-12T16:58:00.001+08:00

Ok. This is just so cool. Now I dun have to waste time logging into my different social networks anymore. I can siply view all updates on the same page at the same time. Tweetdeck rocks. Period. :D

Wow.

2011-01-12T14:04:00.001+08:00

And I thought I was techno-savvy. This mod is just awesome man.

2011-01-04T03:34:00.000+08:00

Baby.You are my sunshine. :)

2010-12-25T04:57:00.003+08:00

People around me have been commenting that I look much happier recently.Fact is..I really am happy.Because of <3.Merry Christmas everybody!Especially to you <3.:D

2010-12-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

Honestly....I really hate myself for being too straightforward sometimes. :(Sorry dear.

2010-11-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

You surprise me everyday.With your smile. :)

2010-11-04T20:08:00.001+08:00

Everyday I wake up and thank God for letting things happen just so that I could meet certain people and be who I am now.Everyday I wake up feeling blessed for the life He has given me, despite all the things I have done to wrong Him (＞_＜)I'm really glad that I was allowed to have met you~ (*^▽^*)

2010-09-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

Jon Mclaughlin - So CloseYou're in my arms, and all the world is calmThe music playing on, for only two..So close, togetherAnd when I'm with youSo close, to feel it alive..As life goes by,Romantic dreams will startSo I bid my goodbye,And never knew..So close, we're waitingWaiting here with youAnd now, forever, I knowAll that I wanted,to hold you, so close...So close, two're reachingThat famous

2010-09-07T03:10:00.001+08:00

Different worlds.Diverging paths.Honestly.I should just give up already.

2010-08-15T05:49:00.007+08:00

我想，应该没什么人记得，甚至是知道我有个部落格吧。更何况是你。所以，在这里写出一些心里面的话，应该不会被发现吧。哈哈。不管了，就写吧。Thank you for being you.That's also the reason why I can't stop liking you.I hope these words never reach you.So that you wil always remain as....you.

2010-08-01T06:00:00.011+08:00

Ola Svensson - Till The EndGirl you told meThat you don't think that I'm the one for youAnd you showed meIt doesn't really matter what I doBut each and every step I take leads me back to youAnd I fear when I'm awake my dreams will not come trueI don't know what else to do when I'm close to youThan to hold my breathe and cross my fingersNo matter what you're sayingI'd still be praying and keep on

2010-07-31T12:04:00.002+08:00

右手边。我。。。。是否有在你的生命里出现过？

2010-07-30T04:06:00.001+08:00

有种。还没有机会为自己辩护，就已经被判了死刑的囚犯的感觉。。。。。。。。。我想。我需要一些时间静一静。

2010-07-26T00:12:00.001+08:00

匪夷所思的天使。面对着你。真的是百分之百的。。。。苦笑不得。

2010-07-18T18:31:00.002+08:00

Somehow....I feel a storm coming.And....the ancients were right after all...Knowing too much is indeed bad for health.I can only say that....in our world today.It's not how good you are that matters....but rather how good you are at being fucked up and getting away with it that counts.No wonder the world is ending.LOL.God help us all.

2010-07-15T07:34:00.002+08:00

Hello world.I'm back.Once again.I find myself landing in some sort of a ridiculous situation.........Updates soon.But for now.Time to koon and hope that I dun dream about those pityful and probably vengeful prawns.NO MORE PRAWNING FOR ME MAN.Once bitten twice shy.:(

2010-02-19T04:41:00.003+08:00

部落各先生。好久不见了，真的很抱歉。学校（们）快要把我忙得喘不过气来了。但更对不起的是。那么久不见，我第一件事却是想对你。。。。发牢骚。不过你大可放心，这一次会很快的。因为。我不需要，不想要，也不知道该如何罗嗦。毕竟，也可以算是一言难尽。我只能说。现在的我，非常庆幸有我的工作，学业，跟一般老是让我笑口常开的朋友和姐妹们。但是。。。。。我怎么还是觉得自己不能融入我现在的世界呢。难道，我真的是过期的咸菜炒面包吗？我真的。不知道。

2010-01-02T18:47:00.004+08:00

Was watching Hunchback Of Notre Dame on Channel 5 on New Yea's Day and found this song really interesting.Can really relate to the song sia.Hahahaha.Heaven's Light / Hellfire Lyrics Quasimodo:So many times out hereI've watched a happy pairOf lovers walking in the nightThey had a kind of glow around themIt almost looked like heaven's lightI

2009-12-26T04:56:00.002+08:00

现在的我。。。。什么都不想要。更不要说爱。请上面那位。。。。不要作弄我。谢谢。

2009-12-18T05:42:00.003+08:00

This is the conclusion I've reached after days of thinking.Good looking people are never lazy.They are just contented.Good looking people are never untalented.They are just unique.Good looking people are never biased.They are just selective.Good looking people are never flirts.They are just popular.Good looking people are never pessimistic.They are just humble.Good looking people are never

2009-12-16T04:05:00.003+08:00

People.I implore you.STOP MAKING MY LIFE SO DAMN INTERESTING!I dunno why.But I really love it when people THINK that I am ignorant.Or stupid.LOL.Now you tell me...Can life get any more interesting than this?

2009-12-14T03:30:00.003+08:00

I 've always wondered....How does it really feel like to be truly happy because others are?I mean.At the end of the day, it's impossible for a person to be completely selfless.Because we'll all have that tiny little bit of selfishness in our hearts.So technically.It is literally impossible to be happy because just others are.Hmmmm.That aside though.What I'm currently feeling is actually kinda

2009-12-06T08:32:00.004+08:00

Wah lao eh.As of yesterday....I now have permanent Bah Kut Teh phobia.Reason being that a simple midnight supper made me suffer for more than 20 + hrs.Eat bee hoon.Toilet.Eat plain bread.Toilet.Drink water.ToiletDrink nothing.Still toilet!Come to think of it.I even lost count of the number of times I went to the toilet.Man.And it got worse during mahjong at Fly's place.I started having a fever.A

2009-12-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

Yipee.....:)Mahjong was so damn fun today.Haven't touched it for 3 years due to a personal principle issues.Yesterday was kinda forced into a 三缺一 game so bo bian.-.-"But in the end it was damn fun la.I won my first 杠上杠自摸满台in my entire life.Felt so happy not because of the money won cause we had a cap and thus wasn't a lot.Rather it was the sense of self satisfaction and accomplishment.Also.I

2009-12-03T05:25:00.003+08:00

New look.Fresh start.This holiday.Is gonna be a very busy one.New performances and gigs everyday.Weeeeeeeeeeeee.................Hope I can earn more ka ching*Suddenly..I realize just how important singing is in my life.:)Both as a hobby and a job.Anyway.Happiness hope and health to everyone yeah.Including me.Hahaha.

2009-11-20T07:25:00.004+08:00

想念你的歌。第65天。冷。人生中最苦的滋味。并不是你爱的人。。。。不爱你。而是当你发现你所为她做的每件事。都只是在增加她的愧疚和不快乐。我只能说声。。。。对不起。我错了。

2009-11-18T06:59:00.002+08:00

想念你的歌。第63天。凉。今天是迷你暑假的第三天。我也已经4 天没好好睡了。不过昨晚却有了个意外的收获。。。。我妹妹竟然是个深藏不漏了好歌声阿。虽说不知道自己的妹妹能唱歌还真得有点儿夸张。不过我昨晚真的是被吓到了。因为她从麦克风出来的歌声竟然连我都认不出。更夸张的是，她竟然唱“失恋无罪”阿。哇。。。。。。。。。。。看来。。。。我得想办法让她入明年的 S.T.A.R.因为我真的觉得她是有潜能的。加油！妹妹。。。。不过。今天的心情还真得挺复杂的。我真的不希望。。。。对你的感觉渐渐淡掉。但可怕的是。已经在不自不觉中开始发生了。。。难道我就真的过不了我给与自己挑战的这一关吗。这。。。。又是否是件坏事呢？好乱。好累。该是时间见周公去了。晚安小黄。。。。希望你今天工作愉快。过得开开心心。。顺顺利利。加油。

2009-11-15T08:27:00.002+08:00

想念你的歌。第60天。雨。今天和往常一样。。。还是睡不着。所以决定在这考试之前的“迷你暑假”闭关修炼，做一些能够帮助嗓子的运动和功课。其中一个就是尝试在家里录音。这样一来，听了录音以后，就可以知道自己的毛病出在哪，然后加以改进。虽说录音的器材是最简单和原始的那种。不过到了最后，我对录出来的成果还算满意。以后会多多努力录的更好。现在。。。已经是早上９点了。得准备一下，和家人到教会去。今天可和往常不一样。因为小妹今天要受洗了。在为他高兴的当儿，也开始觉得有点儿惭愧。因为自己是个如此不长进的基督徒。也没什么好榜样给妹妹学的。甚至于。。她都比我现受洗了。或许。是时候开始反省一下自己接下来的路应该怎么走了。我会努力的。不想再被人看扁。P.S.　再多一个星期就是她生日了。但现在的我只希望。。。。她会把礼物收下。更重要的是，希望她会喜欢这“独特”的礼物。

2009-11-11T05:14:00.002+08:00

想念你的歌。第56天。晴。又是另一个失眠夜。不过还好今晚有Jason 和 Huibin 陪伴着我。有时候在想。。。如果没有他们这班朋友的话。我现在过得将会是什么样的日子。时间还过得真快。转眼间已经快要考试了。我也将进入大学第二年的最后阶段。回想起来。。。这学期还算过得不错。至少比起上一学期。。我已经用功多了。过去的几个星期来。。都一直以一天过一天的心态而熬过了。也开始习惯在深夜里做功课的习惯。我想。。。这可以算是一种自我麻醉的治疗法吧。搞不懂。明明就可以像以前一样很潇洒的开始喜欢别人。但我却选择了“爱在记忆中找你”。是真的放不下。还是希望在执着的镜头能看到一丝的机会?其实。。默默的喜欢一个人也不算是那么痛苦的一件事。只是开始的时候会有点辛苦。不过久了以后就开始习惯了。是好或是坏。这我就不懂了。昨天，很讶意Caleb 突然在 MSN 和我聊天。其实还感到蛮欣慰的。至少有些Echo

2009-11-03T13:19:00.005+08:00

想念你的歌。第48天。热。朋友常常告诉我。“被爱是幸福。爱人是痛苦。”这句话的下半部。我当然再收悉不过了。只是上半部。我到今天还不曾体会过。更加不会明白。所以一直以来，这句话对我来说就好像一个未完成的拼图。完成拼图的那一天。何时才会到呢？P.S. 在你们的周遭，我感觉越来越不自在。更糟的是我，因为工作的缘故，我连避也避不开。我很厌倦，也很讨厌这种 “不属于” 的感觉，但我又能做什么呢？我对得起良心说。我确实并不是在自编自导自演或装可怜。事实是，不同的世界，又怎么能容纳得下外人呢？跟何况，我也不想在她的世界造成任何的影响。或许她从来都没有在乎过。但至少对我来说，我已经尽力做我觉得该做的事了。我真的好累。

2009-10-29T04:52:00.003+08:00

回忆里的声音。第44天。晴。为了一个自己不属于的世界而感到惋惜。我这又是是何苦呢。还真的是自作孽啊。希望你的病好些了。努力的当儿，还是要记得保重身体哦。晚安，小黄。Enjoy your movie with them ya.:)

2009-10-26T04:30:00.005+08:00

回忆里的声音。第41天。风。今天。我吃了过去一个月一以来的第一口白饭。。。。感觉。。。。非常的陌生。却又带了一点温馨。仿佛就好像见到了一个好久没碰面的老朋友一样。在WTC看见她的时候，感觉也是也是一样的。只不过带却带有了一点伤感。希望现在的她，是真正的快乐的。这样，至少我刻意的疏远是值得的。好了。该是时间见周公了。晚安，世界。

2009-10-19T05:29:00.004+08:00

回忆里的声音。第34天。热。昨天。做了件傻事。虽然到最后，只听到了两首歌。不过却已经很满足了。但同时也领悟到，自己的歌声是多么的渺不可及。真的感到有点自愧不如。尤其是听了“我真的受伤了”后。唱了那么多次，却根本无法在同样的领域上诠释那首歌。也难怪老师好像总是对我的表现不满似的。或许我给人的感觉就是我并没有把最好的表现出来。不过，我就真的看起来没别人那么人努力吗？还是，这已是我的瓶颈了？或许，我的却不是属于她那个世界里的人。之间的距离也似乎显得更远了。至于“关怀方式”，令我想起了已无法实现的合唱约定。说起来也挺可笑的。到了最后，连一次KTV都没去成。或许从一开始，都只是我想太多了？

2009-10-17T00:29:00.003+08:00

回忆里的声音。第32天。闷。Had dinner with the MIC peeps today.Was kinda surprised when Karyn suddenly asked if I'm ok.Even Jianzheng commented that I seemed to have a lot of things on my mind nowadays.Already used to keeping stuff to myself.I dunno why I decided to talk to them about the the things that happened to me recently.I guess I was just really grateful that somebody actually cared and bothered to

2009-10-15T04:48:00.004+08:00

回忆里的声音。第30天。风。Could it be that in everyones' lives....I'm nothing but just a passerby?Insignificant.And easily forgotten.Invisible.And always expendable.Perhaps.Solitude is my only refuge.

2009-10-13T02:27:00.003+08:00

回忆里的声音。第28天。闷。今天的我，还真的有够倒霉的。成绩不好也就算了。一大堆的不开心和难处，往肚子里吞后也总算捱过了。身心的疲倦和不舒服，也都习惯自己一个人解决了。但这似乎还不能满足掌握着我人生的遥控器的那位仁兄。正当我以为自己可以接着长跑好好的发泄一顿时。才跑不到一公里路，我就开始觉得右脚有些不对劲。之后就突然来了阵难忍的刺痛，令我再也跑不下去了。死都不肯认输的自己，就这样一拐一拐的，把其余的九公里走完。最后，我得到的结论是 - 有骨气是好的，但不应该跟身体过意不去。回想起来，还真的不知道自己是怎样走完全程的。现在的右脚，可说是痛到。。。。。。。。。希望明天会有所改善。不然，就得非常麻烦的去看铁打了。现在的我，是完全没心情做任何东西了。为了避免夜长梦多带来更多灾害，我还是去睡觉吧。晚安，世界。P.S. MSN 聊天的时候，可以感觉得到你说话的坎坷，

2009-10-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

I might not be very good.And terrible at saying no.But please don't take me for granted.Thanks people.

2009-10-12T09:58:00.004+08:00

回忆里的声音。第27天。热。又是个失眠夜。昨晚和大家到老地方玩了通宵的L4D.这几天来我们几乎每晚都在玩这游戏。还没完之前，本来是觉得玩得有点腻了。可是不知道为什么。当一开始向丧尸群大开杀戒的那一刻起。我就无法停止玩了。也完全不觉得腻了。更神奇的是，大家似乎也和我一样。我想。L4D 的却是一个能让人暂时放下生活的一切包袱，好好发泄的一项活动。虽然有些人可能会觉得这游戏在视觉上有点恶心。不过对我来说，它却是能够暂时填满生活的空虚一项不可或缺的娱乐。虽然说这也只能治表不治本。回到以后的我，依然必须面对着一个人的安静。不过还好，现在的我必须赶出明天下午要交的功课。所以还不至于有那个时间去想太多事情。因为我现在是在精神不过了。根本连一点睡意都没有。希望待会昨完了功课我会觉得比较累一些。要不然下午的课我就可以准备跟周公上了。-.-"两天没时间运动了。今晚打死我都要去。加油！继续往50kg迈进~

2009-10-11T05:53:00.003+08:00

回忆里的声音。第26天。热。对自己有点失望。不。我并没有放弃一个星期前对自己许下的承诺。要开心的面对人生。还有不断的向前迈进。我失望的原因。是因为我开始觉得自己不论做什么事。都好像没办法达到别人或自己对自己的期望。论唱歌。我知道自己是可以唱得非常好的。。可是不知道为什么。老是在表演的时候发挥不出实力。论样貌。我知道自己天生的不是很好看。所以我只能尽我的能力把自己弄得好看点。就比如说减肥吧。论学业。我知道自己已经不是个可以像年轻时候一样 K 书的人。所以也只能尽我的能力不要不及格就好了。难道。我就是没有那种做超级优秀分子的命吗？又或许是，我的周遭都是这种优秀分子，所以无意间给了自己一种无形的压力？还是说，因为我一直以来都没依靠那位全能的他，所以他正在好好的修理我一顿更百思不得其解的是。我为什么会在清晨六点开始想这些东西呢？或许我的却是个天真的人。因为爱情。根本就跟一个人优秀不优秀无关。

2009-10-10T15:17:00.005+08:00

回忆里的声音。第25天。晴。Awesome In This Place (Cover).mp3 - Just a little recording my band and I did. Please pardon the quality but do feel free to comment yea.:)Today is Day 6 since my Riceless Lifestyle started.Feel pretty good about it.Hope I can keep it up.Muscles are aching ater all the running and weights.But it's definitely a good sign.Means that they are "waking up" le....after so

2009-10-09T04:49:00.002+08:00

回忆里的声音。第24天。风。Yesterday was a really fun....yet tiring day at the same time.To summarize.I guess the following words would be the most appropriate.Booze.Babes.Ben's birthday bash.Fransca had planned everything out perfectly.Arranging for everyone to hide at the suite while she and Ben had dinner outside..So we could surprise him when they came back..And boy did he have a surprise.Initially, we

2009-10-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

回忆里的声音。第23天。雨。早上起来时。发现全身都在疼痛。我并没有生病，但就是觉得整个身体很酸，很不想动的感觉。看来我真的是老了。不能像以前那样熬夜了。不过，昨天还真的是非常充实和好玩的一天。1. Push ups, sit ups and weights workout at home.2. Completeing Finance Project.3. Drinking at Ah Hood Road.4. Drinking at New Millions.想了想，还真的好久没跟那班老朋友玩得像昨天那么疯了。自己也在新的“一百万”开了一个小型的个人演唱会。哈哈哈。甚至还有人点唱，邀歌呢。其实。唱歌真得能把人与人之间尴尬的那道墙挪开。不认识的人也可也因为欣赏对方的歌声而成为朋友。其中一位新交的朋友是为老板。我告诉他说，老板命好，可以赚大钱。他却告诉我，如果有的选，他宁愿要一把好的嗓子

2009-10-07T15:38:00.006+08:00

回忆里的声音。第22天。晴。今天是我没吃“饭”的第三天了。我所谓的没吃饭是我把白饭戒掉了，而不是完全没吃东西。是有点儿难受啦，因为平时最喜欢吃的就是白饭。问题就出在与白饭是大肚腩的罪魁祸首。所以不得不戒掉。或少吃。但其实想了想，也没那么糟啦。不知道为什么，这几天都非常有干劲，好像觉得自己无所不能。哈哈哈。昨天过了很“退休人士”的生活。Toa Payoh jog.Bugis jamming with the band.Selegie L4D.Ang Mo Kio fried fish tom yam soup.这就是假期的好处吧。总算能够喘口气。做一些自己想做的事。与此同时，也发现到。自己过得是多么无忧无虑的学生生活。根本没什么烦恼。或重大的责任。或许她说得对。我根本不会明白她的人生是多么的复杂。因为我是来自另一个世界的人。不过我想说的是。我明白。所以不想添加任何的“复杂”给她。

2009-10-06T15:50:00.002+08:00

回忆里的声音。第21天。晴。现在的我。是开心满足的。：）减肥计划的第一天过的非常顺利。和一些住在附近的朋友长跑了两个多小时。不过分别就在于他们是穿着直排轮跑的。我只用了双脚。哈哈哈。我好强对不对。话说回来。还真的好久没感到那么。。alive 了。想起那段我比较年轻，每天运动的日子。还真的是挺怀念的。那时的我，比现在单纯的多了。生活就只有运动，看动画，读书。知道我遇上了我乐队的团长后。我的生活就好像过山车那么动荡不安。不过，至少这四年里，我从中学习了很多宝贵的功课，所以也不算“空手而归”吧。。。哈哈。我想，每个人都需要经历过一段不懂事和自甘堕落的时期才真正的成长吧。现在的我，才刚刚开始呢。虽说nothing is ever too late, 不过我也不算年轻了。所以。。需要多加把劲了。好。该是时候去跑步了。之后还有乐团的jamming, 不知为什么，还蛮期待的。或许，再次加入一个了乐团

2009-10-05T15:11:00.006+08:00

回忆里的声音。第20天。雨。昨天的表演，让我领悟到我在唱歌方面真的面临了一道很高的墙。这一个星期的假期，我必须克服这恶鬼缠身了好久的障碍。其实，这个星期算不上什么假期吧。因为虽然不需要上课，可是几乎每天都需要回学校 for project meetings.更何况，我也要开始我的减肥计划了。给自己的目标和以前一样。在一个月内瘦回60公斤。之后再向理想的50努力。虽说是有点舍近求远没。不过至少是个开始。更何况，以前的我做得到，现在的我肯定也做得到。你们可能会觉得为何我的心情在一天之内会起了那么大跟极端的转变。甚至会想说，他一定是在用‘忙碌’在麻醉自己。或许，你们只对了一半。但我的想法其实是这样的。我非常讨厌和厌恶现在的自己。而唯一能令我改变对自己的想法的方法就是做一些让自己‘进步’的东西。理由很简单。如果连自己都不喜欢自己。别人又怎会觉得你是个直得喜欢的人呢。哈哈。

2009-10-04T05:42:00.003+08:00

我回来了。：）想了一整晚。想通了。过去几个星期来的我就是我最讨厌的类型的男生。不潇洒。愚蠢。自甘堕落。虽说这几个礼拜的不理智是自己选择的。因为过了那么久，想重新体验一下那种把自己沉浸在不快乐的滋味是怎样的。不过很不幸的，还真的有点痛。换句话说。我其实并非我想象的那么刀枪不入。哈哈。不过最重要的是。我不能因为对方的拒绝而产生那种自己“不够好”的想法。或许自己真的并非好看，或优秀。但爱情，难道就只是为了找寻那在我们心里完美的另一半吗？又或许，我就是因为自己这所谓的“不足”而一直拿别人跟自己比，而因此感到失落？不过终究。感情的事不能强求。否侧结果只有两败俱伤。根何况，戴面具是件多么累人的事。装可怜就更糟了。还好我并没有那么做。搞不好还会令对方产生不愉快，甚至反感。如果真正关心对方，就绝对不能做些让对方讨厌你的事。说到底。真正的关心，是无条件和不期待任何回报的。虽说这句话说得容易做的难。

2009-09-30T06:14:00.002+08:00

失眠。真的很可怕。。。。昨天K 书到早上。。本来应该可以睡得很好的。可是结果还是一样。睡不着。这样。。嗓子想要好点都难啦。。。好了。该是时候到床上发来覆去了。待会儿还得起来继续K书。加油吧蔡国擎。P.S 看到小黄最近开心多了。总算感到有点欣慰。你也加油啊。

2009-09-29T04:10:00.000+08:00

常言道。知子莫若母。现在我反而觉得说。。知徒莫若师。Thanks for listening cher.Although it's kinda frightening how sharp you are.:)

2009-09-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

我不配这街上太拥挤太多人有秘密玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里这日子不再绿又斑驳了几句剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里电影院的座椅隔遥远的距离感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于描述我如何爱你你却微笑的离我而去这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪这感觉已经不对我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2009-09-27T05:07:00.005+08:00

已经是凌晨五点了。其实，我是非常疲倦的。但不知道为什么，怎么样都睡不着。只能一直的躺在床上翻来覆去。直到受不了的时候，发现自己来到了小站的网页。最近发现自己常常在小站写东西。以前的我，是绝对不会这样做的，也不明白为什么有些人可以每天都有东西写。不过现在，我开始有点明白为什么了。因为到了夜深人静的时候，只有小站是唯一一个会听我发牢骚的忠实听众。又或许可以说，我已经到了一个无法再把性情憋住了的阶段。以前的我时常都觉得，为爱而流泪的人都非常的不理智，而且愚蠢。因为我总觉得你那么伤心难过，对方会在乎吗？或许是，经历了那么多事已后，我已经对许多事麻木了，泪水也干得不能再干了。也开始觉得自己“高人一等”，是个非常理智，能够把感情控制很好的“高人”。不过看来，我是错得不能再错了。的确，我不会因为感情问题而做出不理智的事情。不过痛，并不会因此就消失的。反之比起那些能够痛快地大哭一场的人，辛苦得多了。

2009-09-24T15:34:00.003+08:00

命里有时终须有，命里无时末请求。虽然我不是个佛教徒。但这句话的含义，我今天真正的体会和明白到了。过去的个星期，我一直都在问我自己。我是否真的已经成为了“后浪”，快要被破陶汹涌的 “前浪” 给推走了。的确。我不否认我是对他人的才华和进步有点妒忌。也不自觉的开始拿他人和自己比较。这可能人的自大作祟吧。又或许是对自己的不争气纯粹的不甘心。还是说。。。。这段期间。我也了解到原来，孤独是件多么个可怕的东西。因为看似生活多彩缤纷的我，到了夜深人静的时候。也只不过是孤独的一个人而已。不过也因此给了我许多自我检讨和思考的时间。唱歌。学业。朋友。还有。。。。她。还好，有了位好兄弟的陪伴。日子才好过了一些。或许是认识久了，他似乎也知道我在烦恼些什么，只是开始的时候，他什么也没说。不过，到了最后，抽着烟的他，笑了一笑，然后说了句看似简单的话。“哎呀。。。。做人那么emo干吗，只要能做的，你已经做了，

2009-09-22T03:16:00.007+08:00

关心一个人。是一件多么幸福，美好的事。但有的时候。过于关心，反而会给对方带来更多的烦恼，不快乐。如果我给你添了任何麻烦。真的。。对不起。请原谅我的愚昧。请多多保重，小黄。

2009-09-21T19:26:00.002+08:00

我非常讨厌现在的自己。周围都是那么有才华，又好看的人。让我感到自己一文不值。而最不喜欢的。就是自己仿佛成为别人包袱的感觉。现在我却无时无刻的得到这种感觉。我真的。。好累。

2009-09-17T04:32:00.003+08:00

她，不再找我久聊天了。也许，她最近真的很忙吧。还是说。一直以来都只是我想得太多，结果说错了话，把她吓跑了？若真的是这样。我还真的挺后悔的。往事。。难道真的只能回味吗？这一刻的我。好想回到过去。P.S. 小黄加油。：）

2009-08-29T07:42:00.002+08:00

各位。。。。现在的我是超，超，超，超，超，超，超，超，喜欢这首歌的。不知道为什么到现在才发现了它。*重播第378 次*

2009-08-25T03:31:00.002+08:00

最近。对与自己的性格。我得到了这个结论。我是个非常勇气可嘉。。。。甚至可说有点不要命的非典型狮子座男生。我勇于尝试。从不害怕。。也不曾担心过跌倒。。还是受伤。当然。。对于那些不符合我原则的事。。我还是会坚持我的立场。其他的我一概不理。先斩后奏。走一步。。算一步。尤其是感情上的事。我好像越来越看得开了。甚至到一种麻木的境界。这是对我来说。。是件好事吗？我想。只有时间才能证明一切。To everyone out there who is feeling lost or emotional.It is not wrong to emo.Rather.It is wrong to emo for the sake of emoing.大家加油。：）

2009-06-17T05:42:00.002+08:00

不在乎天长地久。也不在乎曾经拥有。只在乎。。。现在牵着你的手。

2009-05-18T05:19:00.003+08:00

wow...just realised it's really been a while since i last updated.lotsa things happened.lotsa more things happening.and even more lotsa things gonna happen soon.in short.i've never been so busy during school holidays in my entire life before.virtuoso ended with a bang.expectedly.i din win again.haha.kinda getting used to it le.but oh well.at least i won the praise and recognition from people

2009-04-26T04:06:00.001+08:00

Today.I learnt the important lesson of sincerity and hard work.I got much to do this hols.Jiayou to me....and everyone around me.:)

2009-04-18T07:16:00.001+08:00

It's 7.15am now.I cant't believe that....I'm actually at the school library.Just 4 more hours.And I'll be free.Yet.Today's gonna be one hell of a long day.Haiz....I just wanna sleep.:(But....I'm still excited about Global later. :)

2009-04-08T21:27:00.005+08:00

Actually....I shouldn't be blogging now.But oh well..I am going to anyway.Exams are right around the corner.Yet I'm don't seem to be very worried or stressed about it.Rather, I'm more concerned about my upcoming performances..Starting from this month, I'll be busy with performances and competitions.For which some of them are on a pretty large scale.Currently though, I'm thinking about this

2009-04-06T05:45:00.005+08:00

As of today, 6th April 2009.Neo is going to stop so being negative about his life.Especially his singing.Like Minhui Laoshi says.A strong leader is one that is positive.One who is able to inspire the people around him.I shall work harder from now on.Aim for greater heights.Jiayou to myself.:DAs for her.I only hope that one day....I will become more significant to her.................Time to sleep

2009-03-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

Exams are just around the corner.Yet I've not even started on my revision yet.In fact.I still have my LTB Final Journal and Academic Writing Thesis to rush.I dunno why but for the past few weeks.I just dun feel like doing ANYTHING at all.Miraculously. I've not even been going out much.All I've been doing from everyday is..NUA.Activities for a day would be as follows.Surf net.Go school.Come

2009-03-22T02:24:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with this....well you could call it an oldie.A finalist sang it during the song choosing session for Virtuoso today and I was immediately reminded of this song.In the end, I concluded that only Jessie sings it with as much feel and pwoer as Avril.:)Anywa.It perfectly describes my current feelings..........................Just felt like sharing this.P.S. The font size has been

2009-03-15T13:58:00.004+08:00

那晚回家的路上，在天空的车里。我彻底的崩溃了。虽然一直以来都知道会有这样的结果。可是当事情真正发生的时候。感觉却是异常和说不出的难受。我想。。已经有两年没这种感觉了吧。而且，这一次不知比上一次痛上多少倍。毕竟，如果说一个人曾经爱过你，现在却不爱你了,你至少还能告诉自己。。“算了。。不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。”但是，要是说过了一段时间，你发现其实那个人从头到尾都没把你当一回事，甚至让你怀疑自己连朋友都是不是的话。。。我想你应该也会和我一样吧。。。。。。。在现实生活里，我老是摆出一个对任何事都若无其事的样子。但事实上，我是一个很脆弱的人。那晚的我。。难过了三百六十分钟。从今以后。我不会再对你有任何期望。不管是真的还是假的。。祝福你生活幸福快乐。（这似乎是个非常流行的失恋句子。）还有，我知道到自己会过的更好。（已经是超级过来人了。）Neo.Time to wake up and move

2009-03-05T03:02:00.003+08:00

Suddenly..I feel that my Song List for Global Sounds his week is insane.1. Mika - Grace Kelly2. Coldplay - Vida La Vida3. Jason Mraz - I'm Yours4. 林其玉 - 拭目以待5. 李克勤 -心计Could this be the last time I'm singing there?XD

2009-03-03T02:46:00.010+08:00

昨天姐非常的不开心，所以找了我，天空和黑水出去发泄和喝酒。首先，我们到了Meridien哪儿的老去处。就是一间便宜到夸张的网咖去打Left 4 Dead，一个最近越来越红的杀丧尸游戏。还真的有够过瘾的。杀啊杀阿。。。不知不觉中已经凌晨了。便决定到一百万喝酒去。不知何故,到了那里，原本及其收悉的环境。。。突然变得超级陌生。不过想了想,也不真么希奇吧。大家自从各自忙各自的生活后，就很少下来喝酒了。想起当初那段岁月风云，每天过着天暗喝到天亮的生活。、，虽然超级不健康，不过还挺好玩的。至少比起现在每天都在赶功课的日子好多了。更重要的是，那段日子至少还能常常看到她。谁又会料到,才不过短短的半年,大家都变了那么多。到现在，还真的蛮惊讶她真的辞掉了她的工作，并且终于决定要过正常人的生活了。不过可笑的是，事情并没有我预料的那样。我并没有跟换了工作的她有更多机会见面。相反的，我们的距离好像越来越远了。

2009-02-23T03:33:00.005+08:00

突然间。觉得自己又好笑又可悲。过去的几天。一直都在看某位新传媒女演员的连续剧。不。我并不是在发粉丝疯。Please.我都已经一大把年纪了。不过。真正的原因。听起来应该会更加愚蠢吧。。而原因就是。。。那位女演员长得超像她。既然见不到她。。。就只好resort to this kind of cheap thrill lo.。。。。。。。。很好笑吧。听了过后她也笑翻了。不过。。。我又能怎样呢。我想。。。这一次我真的有点发神经了。哈哈。

2009-02-02T01:33:00.008+08:00

2 Feb 09, 01:46Neo: sorry sheena.i got nothing personal against you.just feel that i had to say this.2 Feb 09, 01:43Neo: *least *straight 2 Feb 09, 01:43Neo: If that's the case.I think hanging out with so called immoral and bad company would be much better.Cos at the very they give it to people stright in the face,rather than hiding swords in words.wth. 2 Feb 09, 01:28Neo: point right?sheeze.so