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Hmmm.
I think exactly a year ago.I was talking about this alter-ego of mine in my blog.My previous blog on Blurty that is.And a little while after that,I had the impression that I finally managed to put "it" to sleep.For good.
I guess I was wrong.
It's back once more.
With a vengeance.
Actually,I am in the midst of doing my revision right now.All because these few days after school, I have most of the time either watching anime or online gaming.BUt I suddely really had this urge to write my blog all of a sudden.Just share a bit about myself.I guess i seldom do that in my vlog huh.Which is pretty ironic in a way.Considering that it's a blog.
Anwyay.Speaking of the alter-ego.Basically.I would call it the "insane sore loser"version of myself.And boy.I can tell you that everytime before a game.I would be a perfectly normal and pretty nice person.But once my losing streak starts.
ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE.
I dunno why.I really become a totally different person.I start becoming unreasonable.Complaining that my opponent cheats.Complaining that God is unfair.This and that.Basically being completely unreasonable.At the same time,I would also be insanely and ridicuously angry.
And the funny thing is.
I would be angry with myself.
Often pulling my hair or banging the table or this and that.
In short.Almost self torture.
Today.I've been doing some self thinking.And even though this is definitely not the first time I have made a resolution to get rid of this ugly side of me.I really hope this would be the last time.
Because.I am seriously getting tired.
And old.
Also.
I really od not wish to irritate any of my friends because of this.
Anymore.
........
Sometimes.
I really dun quite understand my inability.
To accept failure in certain things.
Yet at the same time not really caring hoots.
About certain impt stuff that I should care about.
Incomprhensible.
Well.I can nly hope I will be able to supress it better the next time.
Or get rid of it completely.
Or else.
I may just end up at a mental hospital.
Or die of stroke one day.
Someone help me.
Hah.