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At last.
I've survived till the end of the month.And the end of the month means...
I get my pay!Which was why I found myself having some proper food at NYDC with an old old pal of mine.
Ironically enough...this old pal I met up with.We were no more than probably just acquaintances during the good old days when I still used to wear a school uniform(now that's old huh.)Well.Come to think of it,we were both thinking how we managed to get back into contact after so long.
What's funnier...I haven't met my classmates even once after we graduated.But instead,I found myself keeping in contact with the people I least expected.Aside from the pigclan people lah.Well.Anyway...really enjoyed the catching up with her yesterday.Even though the dinner kinda gave me a stomachache later.And my,has she changed.Guess that proves my theory that once people leave the uniform,they also leave their ugly past behind.Lucky I was no longer as fat as I used to be.Phew.
Well.She going chionging...and me going for an EXTREMELY last min KTV session(as usual) with the hobbits..thus separated our ways.Now...I've heard liek forever from many friends how cheap this KTV at Katong Shopping Centre but had enver had the chacne to go down myself.Apparently.I finally got my chance yest night.
BUT GOT MYSELF INTO A RATHER EMBARASSING SITUATION.
Originally.When I asked Sam(Calvin)whether it was ok for me to crash,he told me that it was alright as only he and Frodo(Cheryl) her Mum and her Mum's friend was going and so I won't stick out that much like a sore thumb.
Well apparently.He didn't expect that they would be unable to get the medium room then.And of course when I arrived,I found myself entering a karaoke room so small...I thinkI took up almost half of the room's space.
Man...was it embarassing.And what was worse.Hobbits and Mum and Mum's friend were't the only ones to be squeezing in the same room.Mum's friend came along with kids included!!!!
Though after a while...everyone sorta got used to the cramped environment.It fact it turned out to be a plus point since the aircon was so dman strong...and thus everyone kinda shared their body heat...LOLZ.
BUT.THIS WAS JUST THE BEGINNING.
Actually.This was supposed to be Frodo's birthday celebration with family friends.But somehow.Mum's friend's kid turned out to be one hell of a noisy,spoilt and irritating mic hogging brat.Well.With usch a vivid description,it's not hard to guess what happened in that small room huh?
Sparks flew.Tongues lashed.All hell broke loose.
Hahaha.Ok.That's a bit far fetched.The important thing was.I was so appalled by the kid's attitude towards her mum that I suddenly felt really guilty about the times I treated my mum the same way when I was younger.It was only after my sister came along that I didn't get as much chance to be such a spoilt brat like my sister currently.For which I'm glad too.
Ok.Mum though it's qutie impossible that you're reading this.
I'm really sorry for being such an idiot last time.
Really.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Hmm....
My biological clock's definitely going haywire recently.
Can't seem to sleep before 5am,not matter how I try.
School's starting soon and this is worrying me.
Hah.But that aside.
Haven't gone night cycling in a while.And a while meaning almost half a year already.Seems like there've been a lot of stuff I haven't been doing for quite a while.Well anyway.Chun and his bro jioed me for night cycling on Saturday and me being ME.I was quite thrilled at the thought of a night cycling trip after so long.And could hardly wait to set off.
That was until I found myself cycling on this endless stretch of road beside the Changi Airport runway about 2 hrs later.
Man.I swear even though that was the third time I cycled on that living hell of a road.It was by far the worse though.I guess I really haven't been exercising a lot for a long time.And well.If you wanna know the route we took.We cycled down Kallang.Then Eunos all the way down the East line down to Pasir Ris.Where we took a break below Cynthia's(Chun's gf) house.
Originally,we had plans to cycle down to Orchard to watch some illegal midnight racing.But due to Chun's objections of being dman bloody tired liao,and the 2 of us being around the same condition, we decided to just down East Coast Park and make our way back to home from there.In the end,we found ourselves at a prata shop near Chun's place 2 hrs later.Tired but accomplished.Was having a good chat until it suddenly began raining cats and dogs upon which we quickly separated and went home respectively.
Well.Knowing how hard it was to ask Chun out for a night cycle,I wondered when I would this idea come out from his mouth again.Which was why I was pretty surprised when he jioed me for cycling again yest.This time though.We only cycled to town and back.Cyling on the empty streets of Orchard Road and enjoying what was remaining of the 'view' that night.
Hah.It was a pretty quick one and 3 hrs later I found myself sitting in front of the comp with nothing to do again.
Haiz.
What a boring life.
What's worse.Fearing that I may not wake up in time.I dared not go to sleep as I did not wanna miss the GEMS module bidding time.
But in the end.
I still didn't manage to bid for my GEMs module today.
Damn stupid system.
Life sucks man.Heh.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Ever had one of those days.
When life feels absolutely empty and meaningless.
Not to the extent of suicide la.
The feeling is more like....overwhelming loneliness.
I mean.I may sound like a wuss saying something like this.
But I sincerely feel that everyone gets this kind of feeling ocne in a while.
And I feel that everyone is entitled a right to feel like that once in a while.
LOL.
I got no idea what I'm talking about.
Anyway.Today happens to be one of those days for me.
And well..Having absolutely nothing to do.
I decided to go browse thru Friendster.
Which I think should be a routine activity for most of you out there too.
For some reason.I decided to read thru all the testimonials that friends left for me.
Right from the very first one.
I guess it's because reading testimonials.
Gave me the feeling that I was having a conversation with each and every friend who wrote them.
Even though in reality,I probably haven't met most of them for a long time already.
Of course.Testimonials usually come with pleasant words and well wishes.
And yes.There may be some who are just writing for the sake of formality.
But I still believe that most testimonials.
Are words formed from the most sincere and vivid memories of friends.
Of happy times and sad.
Which is why when I read thru them.
I can't help but start missing some of my friends a little.
Well.I'm glad I live in Singapore.
It isn't that big of a country.Which means that friends who have lost contact by accident.
May still bump into one another on the street.
Furthermore.With things like friendster.
Lost friends are a thing of a past.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Got back my results today.
Well.
Unlike the last semester.
I felt none of the happiness and joy when I got my results.
It's not as though I did badly or what.
But this time round.I think I just kinda felt a little numb to the whole situation.
Again.It's not because I expected my results to be like this already.
But rather.
I kinda felt that this sorta thing didn't matter that much to me anymore.
Sure.
Maybe to a certian extent.I'm a winner and should be happy with my success.
But in many other ways.I'm probably the biggest loser there ever was.
Well.
Like they always say.You win some.You lose some.
Kinda suffering from a flu as well.Can't really blame anyone as my sleep cycle as been really screwed up recently.Hopefully it doesn't last for too long as I simply cannot stand my nose getting in the way of my normal life.
Gonna go for a run now and then stright off to bed after.
Tata.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
This was by far the longest break that I took away from Blogging.In fact it got so bad that one of my buddies already named the link to by blog as "Dead Blog".
Well..I guess apologies in this case are unnecessary and stupid.Which is why i won't say anything.
Anyway.Been away all this while to sort out my thoughts and feelings.Many things have happened.And though I can't say that they were all necesasarily bad.One thing is for sure though.
They've definitely changed my life.
Hmm..Things happen....and I guess and people eventually learn to pick up the bits and pieces and go on with life.Besides,one seems to get better at forgetting each time they experience something sad.And I won't deny it.Life hasn't exactly been a bed of roses for me this past few months but yet,I'm kinda like getting used to it.
I guess this is what you would call the gradual paralysis of the human heart.
But well.At least I've managed to move on.
And I'm really thankful for that.
Alright.I guess that ends it for now.
Later.