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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
5:47 PM

Some people really piss me off with their attitude.
In front of others.
They act gentlemanly and all.
Showing care and concern for the ladies.
Blah blah blah.

But actually they are just hypocrites.
While their circle of friends were small.
They treated you as pals and everything.
They called you bros.
Called you out for almost everything.
Then when they make new friends.
They begin to feel you're a bother.A hindrance.
They begin to treat you like shit.
And even trample you in front of their new friends.

In front of the ladies,they act very generous and giving.
But in actual fact.
Nobody is more calculative than them.
They claim to be your pals.
But didn't even bother to get you a present for your birthday.
After shamelessly accepting their birthday present from you.
Giving lousy excuses such as being damn broke.
Making you sound like you are the richest person on earth.

And that in itself won't have mattered much.
Being friends and all.
But who won't begin to bring up all this and compare.
When these bastards begin to construct a bad guy image of you.
In front of all their friends.
Making it seem like you are the scum of the universe.
And they are the angels in the sky.

Bastards.
These people are who I call bastards.
Wolves in sheeps' clothing.
Expecting you to follow their time to go out all the time.
Expecting you to go places that are convinient for them all the time.
Expecting you to give in to them all the time.
While they happily keep taking and taking and taking.
And then as if that were all not enough.

Begin complaining to people about you after all that.
Even though they may not even know you at all.
Stop being a despicable asshole.
Nobody ever complained about you in front of their other friends.
Nobody ever painted a bad picture of you in front of others.
Nobody ever mentioned your name.
Even though you appeared to be not doing so.
But in actual fact.
You were just shamelessly putting obvious hints.
So obvious that even the blind can see.

Come on bastards.
Hypocrites.
Have some conscience.
Dun take the kindness of others for granted.
And worse still.
Harm those people that never hurt you.

Stop committing all these shameless acts of self-denial.
And instead.
Show your "friends" your true self.
The selfish,hypocritical and egoistic self that you show to your true friends.
Even though you may not treat them as real friends.
Stop being this person that you are not in front of others anymore.

A damn downright fake.

.....
God that feels good.
I feel better now.


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