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Well.
I guess most of you out there who actually this blog must be thinking.
'Ahh.There he is.Back from one of his usual Blog MIA sessions.Just as usual.To think that he actually made a New Year Resolution barely a month ago.'
Ok.
Firstly.I would like to say that.In case you didn't know.
I'm thinking the exact same thing.
Secondly.
Even though I'm sorry (once again) for not blogging all this while,the reason for my absence this time however is complete different from my previous ,and probably wouldn't happen again.(I hope.Hey,I did remember my resolution ok.)
Lastly.
The current portion of this blog entry that you're reading right now is well....
Just sort of like a disclaimer.And not the actual blog entry itself.Reason being that.As confused and frustrated as I may be right now.The least I could do is to give some sort of explanation to the people who regularly read my blog for my constant failure to update my blog right?
Ok then.End of disclaimer.
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This past 2 weeks have probably been the most monotonous...
Yet emotionally and mentally challenging 2 weeks in my entire life.
Well.Monotonous.
In the sense that besides staying home and going to school.I haven't gone anywhere else.Absolutely no where else.
Now.Most of you would probably already be wondering,'If this idiot was home all this while,why didn't he update his blog even once?'
Currently.The only reson I can give is that.
I've been living in a dream world for the past 2 weeks.
Call it The Matrix or whatever if you like.But whatever it is.I'm still suffering from the after effects of the last 2 weeks.And have barely just recovered.
Don't worry though.I'm not going insane or anything.
Just that after a long period of not getting enough sleep.People tend to behave a little...strangely.
Not crazy though.
Just a little...weird or abnormal.
......
Nevermind.I guess the more I explain.The worse it gets.
Anyway.That's it for the emotionally and mentally challenging part though.
Now.To talk about the reason for my lack of sleep.
It may sound a little funny or even ridiculous.
But.Even though most of my friends may not know about this.
Actually.I'm a sucker for cantonese drama serials.
Especially those with a very obscure theme of romance in them.
Not those sappy ones like Meteor Garden(though I used to watch it)or whatsoever.But rather those whereby even though the male and female lead are fated to meet one another in their past,current or next lives,they can never seem to be together only until they die.
In short.The typical tragic kind of love story.
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Yah yah.I know.Go ahead and laugh all you can.I wouldn't blame you anyway.An already past 20 guy watching tragic love drama serials?Sounds down right funny right.
Actually.I also find it kinda funny myself.
Though I'm pretty thankful that I occupied myself completely with watching episode after episode of such a drama series.They kinda allowed me to...escape from reality for a while.Thus allowing me to take a breather.
If not.I may really have gone insane.
And.It's not school that's bothering me.It's someone.
I wouldn't say who it is though.Never liked to get other people into the picture.Even though this is my blog and I have every right to write whatever I wanted.
Anyway.About the person.I can only say that I really do not understand what she's thinking.
Or what she is trying to do.
That's all.
Now.Talking about the drama series that I'm watching.It's called My Date With A Vampire(Wo3 He2 Jiang1 Shi1 You3 Ge4 Yue1 Hui4).A pretty old series no doubt.Some of you may have already watched it's part one and part two,which was broadcasted on tv a few years back.But definitely one of the best long running series I've watched though.
Actually.Come to think of it.I was already watching it for a while some time back.When my house was under construction and I had nothing to do staying at home all day.I remember that I was last watching part one's episode twelve when I suddenly just stopped watching the entire series altogether for no reason.Guess I was probably busy with the after renovation cleaning and everything.Anyway.2 weeks back.I finally decided to start watching the series once again after much nagging from my sis that she had already finished part one and part two and wanted me to watch part three with her.
And once I started.I couldn't stop.
I mean.Anyone who has watched the series should know just how cool the image is vampires are given in the show.I mean.Superhuman speed, strength and abilities.And green,red or various other coloured eyes and cool hairstyles when they transform from human mode to vampire mode.Call me childish or whatever.If's all these aren't cool.Then what is?But all that aside.The main reason why I couldn't stop watching the show was because of the love story between the vampire slayer Ma Xiaoling and the vampire Kuang Tianyou.
Seriously.On one hand.You have Ma Xiaoling trying to escape from her feelings for Kuang Tianyou because of 3 reasons.One.Her family line disallowed her to shed a single tear for anyone or she'll lose all her slayer powers.Two.Her best friend was in love with Kuang Tian You.And thirdly.He was a vampire and she was a slayer,so she would definitely not be able to bring herself to kill him in future if she fell in love with him now.
On the other.We have Kuang Tianyou who also couldn't face up to his feelings for Ma Xiaoling for 3 reasons.One.After being paired up constantly,he was currently together with Wang Zhen Zhen,Ma Xiaoling's best friend and couldn't bear to hurt her.Two.He couldn't really decide who he loved more and thus didn't wanna hurt either one of them.Three.He was a vampire that would never die and thus did not want himself to be hurt when death separates Ma Xiaoling from him.
All these can be summarised to one thing.
The perfect love tragedy.
Again.Like I said earlier.
Call me weird if you want.But I prefer the tragic kind of love story to those 'happily ever after' kinds that most people like.
Why?
Because they're more true to life.
But also because.I'm a bloody pessimist.
Anyway.Thus for the next 2 weeks.Besides going to school,the rest of my time was spent watching episode after episode.And though the entire series,part one,two and three was in total 120 episodes long,I never seemed to have gotten sick,bored or tired of the show the past 2 weeks.I only got more and more 'into' the show,finding myself to be more and more like an actual character in the show itself,who was watching everything happening around him.
In fact.It got to a point whereby I couldn't really differentiate between the show and reality.And I swear I'm not exaggerating or lying.Which was why the closer I got to the ending of the show,the more I didn't really want it to end.Because once it ended,I would have to go back to the harsh reality and face all the problems I was facing before.And I didn't really felt like doing that.I only wanted to continue watching the story between the two of them,which felt so real and true to life,but yet was all jsut a show.
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I know I know.I'm beginning to sound like a story write or advertisier for the damn show.Anyway.Of course I'm old enough by now to realise my priorities.Especially since my Mid Sem test was coming everything.Which was why despite how much I dreaded it,I finished off the final few episodes in a rush.
Which sadly,was kind of a lousy ending to the story after 120 bloody episodes.Anyway.After all that I promptly started studying(something I shoulda started doing a while ago)for my upcoming test after Chinese New Year.
Which is exactly what I'm doing now.
Ok fine.What I was doing before I took this break to write my blog.
Anyway.I think it's time that I hit my books again.
Will be back real soon with another entry.
Until then.
Seeya guys.
P.S.
Sorry but there isn't going be any photo of the day for this entry either.I really couldn't decide what photo to post in the end.So...till the next entry I guess.