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I dunno why but lately.I'm really getting fed-up with myself.
I just can't seem to satisfy my own expectations anymore.Whether it is because my expectations for myself are getiting high,or I'm simply just procrastinating,I really can't seem to figure out anymore.
Worse still.I'm really beginning to feel like I am under "quarantine" from the rest of my classmates,but don't be mistaken though,the fault doesn't lie with them.
I'm the one who's having a problem.
Been wanting to tackle the problem of my "spare tires" for some times but regardless how hard I try,I really just can't seem to control my diet at all.And it's not because of vanity that I'm trying to become slimmer.It's just a matter of principle.
Everytime that I feel that I've managed to set a resolution for myself,I break the it barely 3 or 4 days later.And this is getting me really frustrated.In fact,I'm beginning to lose the confidence that I've only recently acquired.
Exams are coming and I've barely studied.Projects are mostly done but they're all not of my own credit.What the heck is wrong with me.And yesterday,despite my utmost effort to restain myself,I still went ahead and ate like a pig.Why?
I really think it's gut check time man.
If I wanna maintain the results that I've put in so much effort till I started slacking a month ago.
Really time to wake up.
Gonna go for a run with Cashe later.Hope the fresh air will do my brain some good.And hopefully,the next blog entry won't be all about misery and problems with life.
Anyway.Kevin's coming back soon.For good this time.Hopefully I can get some of the inspiration I usually get from him that'll wake me up from this nightmare for good.
Till then.Ja ne.