It's almost 2.30 am in the morning.But I guess this is the norm.I don't know why but I hardly sleep earlier than 3 nowadays.The funny thing is that.I'm not studying.Neither am I surfing the web.I'm simply just....
Awake.
No matter how I try.
My eyes just simply refuse to shut.
Insomnia?Nope that wasn't it.Unlike people who actually suffer from insomnia.I do fall asleep eventually.It's just that.Even though I'm not sleeping.I'm also not oing anything in particular as well.In short you can say that I'm kinda....
Zombified.
Actually.I am doing something.Or rather I just finished doing some stuff.
100 push-ups.
250 sit-ups.
100 Leg lifts.
8 click run.
In fact.I've been doing this for the apst few nights.But if you think about it.They're really no considered doing something.It;s jsut another way of passing the time.Making time go seemingly faster so that 3 am will arrive sooner.So that I can finally go to sleep.
My body's screaming bloody murder at this point.Yet my eyes are still stark open.And it's only 2.35 am.Blogging till here has only helped me to pass 5 BLOODY MISERABLE MINUTES?
My God.
........
Anyway.Since the time is passing so damn bloody slowly.I might as well share a little of soemthing interesting that I discovered today.Sometimes in life.You spend your whole life searching for something or someone, but yet in the end.You discover that that thing or person has been beside you all this while.Just that it's so close that you remained completely oblivious of it all this while.
Sounds very old and cliche?I agree to a certain extent.However, until you experience personally or yourself,you'll never understand just how meaningful the statement above is.And today.I've experienced and understood.Sometimes.Life is so ironical and cruel that it hurts.The person that you like doesn't give a shit about you.Yet.All this while.There has been someone close to you all this while who may be a clsoe friend of yours,who understands you better than anyone.However,the sad thing is that just like you,he or she likes someone that doesn't give a damn.And thus,both of you dun realise that the perfect person is each other.Funny but sad ain't it?
Then again.In life,it is sometimes better to remain as friends with somebody then to go into a relationship because unlike the former,friendship is for life.At least that is what I feel.Friends can and will give you advice that your partner will not give.Either for fear of offending you or simply oblivious to certain faults because as they say.Love is blind.And indeed.It really is.
Now.To that friend of mine who most like will read this article.I would jsut liek to say this is simply a palce for me vent my frustrations.To voice my opinions.And to record down important thoughts that occur to me.It is in no way hinting anything nor doesit have any underlying meaning.Haha.Then again.You know me well enough to not misunderstand my intentions right?Perhaps I worried too much.
Anyway.I guess I've rambled enough till his point.The funny thing is that.Ther'll probably not be many people who'll see my blog.Much less have the chance to read this post.Therefore hopefully.I can post more interesting and thought provoking entires like my good friend Miss Merenwen.(No I'm not gonna put your link here.You're already popular enough.You should be doing that for me instead sis.Haha)And hopefully,gather more hits on my blog so that can go oast about it to my pet gerbil or maybe even get a supporter cum sponsor cum fan of my blog.
Haha.Ok.I;m beginning to ramble nonsense.Which simply mean.
It's time to sleep.
Therefore I shall say good night for now.
Seeya real soon.