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Once again.My stupid mouth has gotten myself into trouble again.
Honestly.I'm getting pretty tired of the crap it's giving me.Even though it belongs to me.Sometimes.I honestly begin to wonder whether I'm stupid or just plain dumb.I really dunno why but I always seem to say the wrong things at the wrong time.
Each and everytime.
And most of the time,my friends and classmates,being pretty nice people.Would just remain silent and not say anything about the remarks I make.Even though afterward I always found myself feeling guilty for shooting my mouth off without using my brains.Really.I do feel guilty.Maybe I don;t show it.But honestly.I'm really appalled at the level of stupidity that my brain is gradually degrading to.
How may times has it been?That my mouth got me into trouble.Countless I think.In fact.Sometimes I feel so stupid after making a certain remark that I really feel ike slapping myself.And sometimes I do.But no matter how I remind myself or feel guilty afterward.All that would do was to tame this "wild animal" of mine for a while and then sometimes later.It would always manage to break free and create havoc at the worst times.
And even though I would always apologize profusely to my friends or classmates afterwards.WHAT'S THE DAMN FREAKING USE?The damage has already been done.Even if my classmates or friends forgave me,which many of them did mind you,and not just once or twice.In the end.My mouth still gets me into trouble eventually.I really look forward to the day that I can really utilise my mouth more.And FUCKING TALK LESS.
Come to think of it.Maybe it would be better if my classmates or friends actually started fucking me upsidedown whenever my mouth started giving problems.Then at least that will lessen the damage done and also.I would definitely feel less guilty unlike now.The reason why I'm feeling so bad is because most of them are so nice that they would rather not hurt my feelings by asking me to shut up.
Sometimes.I really feel so damn angry with myself.And wonder if I have any EQ at all.Or maybe,deep down within me,I'm just not the relatively nice person that I think myself to be,and is simply another scum of this earth.BUt wahtever the case.I'm still gonna say this.To all who read this.I apologize if I ever offended you with this stupid trap of mine.Hope you can forgive me which I know msot of you will.Even if you dun I dun blame you.Cause sometimes even I can't forgive myself as well.
That's all folks.
Before I make any stupid comments again.Even if it's not with my mouth.
P.S.Some of you have commented that the current blog template is giving reading problems.I'm beginning to agree.Will try and change it asap once I have the time.