Currently having one of those really bad days.
Couldn't seem to fall asleep no matter how I tried.And after endless hours of surfing to somehow make my eyes tired so I could sleep.I gave up and deiced to write something.
I guess I'm finally beginning to understand why so many people blog nowadays.Blogs ahve probably become 21st Century's Man's best friend.Well...With most people having such hectic lifestyles nowadays...even the best of friends hardly have time to have a good chat...much less talk to each other and share about their joys and woes.
Thus.A new firend with a 15 inch,sqaure and brightly lit face has been born.
All that crap aside however.Today was Wu Zhu Yinghui's birthday.And I won't deny it,I once had a soft spot for her.Haha.But all that's history now and we're currently very good friends now.Anyway.It was today that Pig Clan finally ahd a reunion gathering that was due since a very long time ago.And it was pretty obvious everyone was so happy to see each other.Amidst the laughter and wonderful dinner at Wheelock Sakae sushi.I suddenly felt much happier.Much more real...rather than the usual empty feeling I had.
Probably in many people's eyes...I was just another happy,cheerful happy go lucky joker.But truth be told.I'm actually quite a sentimental person.Dunno whether to call that a weakness or strength.Anyway.After dinner we went and caught the premiere of Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire.Well.All would probably have gone well if not coincidentally we happened to end up sitting with one another.
And suddenly.There was this awkward silence between us.
Maybe partly bcos she doesn't talk much.But anyway.The situation was reallllly weird.It was like.Suddenly I was like at a loss of words.And thus this silence lasted throughout the whole movie.Neither of us spoke a word.And somehow.I began to get this really bittersweet sour feeling whatever you call it.
Haha.By the way.No need to worry Yinghui.You're quite safe actually.Bcos it was probably remnants of some old feelings for someone(not jiu qing fu fa ok!) which suddenly came back to haunt me and caused me to feel a little....ermm...sentimental I guess.
Well.We're all human afterall I guess.And no matter how good we are at forgetting.I think in the end...it's just not that simple to forgive afterall..Not saying who is in the wrong in this case.But rather....argg....dunno how to put it.
Anyway.I am finally beginning to feel a little tired.So shall end off here.But before that.Happy Birthday Wu Zhu!Yue lai yue piao liang le wor!Just have to learn to let your hair down more ok?
GAMBETEI!