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It seems like.
My sanity is put to the test every holiday period in between semesters.
Why do I say that?Because I remember that the last holiday period was the worst one for me in my entire life so far.
And guess what.I think it's gonna get even more exciting this time round.
Somehow.I'm beginning to think that somebody up there really has a problem with me.
So many things in life.I had to fight for them.
Yet in the end.They were all lost in a fraction of the time I took to achieve them.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BLOODY LIFE?
I mean.I don't mind having a hard life.Since I sincerely believe that it is through trials and tribulations that a person grows to become stronger and a much better person.And for me,I can safely say I've gone thru quite a load of shit in my life for the past 22 years.So somehow.I was kinda expecting that.After all these years.The faeces bucket over my head should have been emptied to a stage near depletion.And that what follows would be smooth sailing times and mass happening times.
BUT NOOOOO........
SOMEBODY UP THERE APPARENTLY FELT THAT IT WASN'T ENOUGH.AND REFILLED THE WHOLE DAMN BUCKET AGAIN!
AND THIS TIME.IT'S NOT JUST SHIT.
And you can only imagine what is worse than shit.
Seriously.I'm getting tired,weary and most importantly old.I no longer have the strength to fight aginst my fate like I used to be able to.Whatever thing that comes to my face.I ram it back with equal if not more force.I'm tired of fighting.I've already tried so hard to change so many things in my life.Yet in the end.Even if I do manage to change them somehow or another.They always seem to revert back to the previous state or if not,become a worse state than ever.It's like a never ending cycle.
Life REALLY sucks.
Gimme a break God.Please.
I can't take this much more.