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I've been jogging a lot recently.
Guess all the mounting flab finally getting on my nerves and conscience.Despite the fact that most ppl will call a person running at 2 or 3 am in the morning nothing short of insane.
Well.Maybe it's just me.My naturally defiant character.People say cannot.I will insist can.No matter what it takes to prove that I'm right.Well.In the words of Kevin and probably a lot of people,the words ignorantly headstrong would probably sum up my character.
I beg to differ though.I feel that I'm just being me.Chua Kok Keng.
Neo.
What's wrong with standing by your ideals.I definitely know of a good friend of mine who is just as persistent with standing by his ideals.(No prizes for guessing who.)In fact,I think he may be even worse off than me.Heh.But speaking of which,he kinda reminded me of someting funny tha that happened in the past that showed just how headstrong I was last time.
For a while,I chose to jog barefooted with him at the stadium,insisting after a pointless argument that it was a more effective workout for me when the truth was..I was simply just lazy to get another pair of jogging shoes.
LOL.
Now.There's nothing wrong with being headstrong I guess.Not unless you really irritate the hell out of other people by trying to interfere with other peoples' thinking or decisions with your own.Which regrettably,is something I used to do unknowingly last time.However,over the years.I can safely say that I've mellowed down a little.Which is why nowadays I seldom have arguments with a certain someone(still no prizes).Instead,I choose to be nonchalant about it.Or what you can call psychological taichi.(Whatever the enemy giveth upon you,pusheth it back kinda theory.)And I guess it's working pretty well bcos I find myself avoiding a lot of unnecessary and stupid conflicts nowadays.
However.
One thing I have to admit is that.I'm still one hell of a proud person.Which is still so bad that I sometimes offend my good friends without realizing it.For this.I really ahve to apologize to all the people who've suffered under my hao lianing or whining or kao pehing.
I'm geniunely sorry.
But one thing is for sure.I can safely say this,and for people who know me well,I'm sure they will vouch for me too.And that is I really do not provoke or anger people intentionally.I can only say that sometimes,my pride can really cause ignorance on my part to such an amazing degree that sometimes,what I meant to be genuine caring and frank words for people turn out sounding like extreme sacasm and mocking instead.
Once again.I apologize for this ignorance on my part.
For me.I do not believe in making enemies.Because it is such a childish and stupid thing.But however.I do realise that in life.You canot please everyone.Definitely.There'll be people who simply hate your guts out simply because they do not like your face.They often try to find trouble with you.backstabbing you behind your back and bad mouthing you.Well.For such people,I would still extend my friendship towards them.But one thing I would like to say is that.Karma definitely exists.And even if it doesn't God definitely does.
He sees everything we do.Hears everything we say.
And he definitely punishes the wicked.That's for sure.Maybe not now.Maybe not soon.But definitely one day.Whatever actions,whether good or bad we do will come back unto us.
What comes around.Goes around.
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Well.I guess that's enough preaching for today.Haven't had a such a good philosophical diarrhoea for a long time.I guess jogs are really healthy.For both the body and mind.
And oh.If you're wondering why.I though of all this while jogging.
So why wait.Turn those monitors off and get out of that chair now you couch potatoes.
Just kidding.