I'm beginning to think that I'm really stupid or something.
Or maybe.I just dun have any luck with gambling at all.
LOL.
I lost money at mahjong to day AGAIN.
Heh.I mean.I'm so used to it that I usually hope that I just dun lose money can le.Never ever expected to win money at all.
Man.Whether I try to win fast with little winnings or slow with big winnings.I just keep finding myself waiting round after round after round,always a tile away from winning.And then in the end someone else always seem to win first.
HAIZ.This really sucks.
But at least.I managed to remain cheerful and kept my composure today.
Although it took almost everything that I had to keep myself from feeling angry.
Actually.I still do not know why this kinda stuff pisses me off.When I should be angry at other much more impt stuff.Like things that I can do something about.Instead of such stuff that I have no control over.
Worse still.Despite what some people may think.I really have no control over being angry about this sorta stuff.You just feel...you know...unsatisfied.And dun say that it's just a game.Try losing round after round after round and then saying the same thing.
Dun understand at all man.
Really wish that I can be a little less sucky at mahjong.
-_-"