Somehow.
I dun think if I have the strength to go on anymore.
I guess.
There's a limit to how rational a person can force him or herself to be.
When dealing with problems.
Somethings...just can't be dealt with rationally.
The late nights,ciggarettes and alcohol are taking their toll on my health.
My voice has been damaged tremendously.
And though I know just how detrimental my current lifestyle is.
I just can't seem to pull myself out from it.
Feeling so helpless.
Lol.Somehow I deserve a Nobel Prize for banging my head repeatedly into a wall.
Time after time without fail.
Need sleep now.
Haven't slept for almost 40 hours.
Be back real soon.