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Date:25/03/07
Time:11.37pm
Location:Some flat in a HDB block in Toa Payoh in Singapore
MSN conversation with PG:"There were 2 people I loved most.One was my ex-gf who was with me for a while after she broke up with her gf.Even though eventully she patched things up with her gf and I obviously was just a substitute,I never regretted it.The other one was him....after you.Even though at that time I was back with L and he had a gf,we still went out together as if we weren't attached.But in the end.I left him because I chose to be with someone whom I think will alst longer."
Honestly.The hurt and emo part was long gone.But it really hurt my ego that I couldn't even compare to someone like him.Or them for that matter.And oh yes.It's thanks to you I've changed so much btw.In a good way.Seriously.I learnt....nope I mastered the art of letting go.:)
SMS from HK(20/3/07):"I feel that I'm not good enough for anything.But I've always hoped that you'll be happy.You're someone really special to me whom I really treasure.It's the kinda thing which sometimes even I dun understand.And yup.At least now I know you'll be happy.There's soemthing to be glad about at least.:)"
SMS from HK(Today):"I hope you dun feel awkward after the sms I sent you that night.Just treat it as I was drunk."
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At that time given not much of a choice.I had to move on.I moved on.And I've already moven on.Just that I feel what is the point of the 1st sms after I receive the 2nd?Reminding how much of a fool I was and trying to make me a fool again?I really dunno what and how to comprehend the meanings behind the messages.
Seriously.WHO WRITES THIS SHIT?!
Things like that can happen together within one day.
And somehow.I got a real feeling that somesort of similar predicament like the ones above is gonna be "blessed" upon me REAL soon.And before any member of the great old justice league or whatever lone ranger vigilante fighting the forces of evil(me obviously)begins to punish my tagboard again even though it's probably unlikely.I'm still gonna say this.
My actions.Unexpected consequences.Still gotta deal with it.My blog - Whining Haven.
Sigh.I need a cigarrette.
P.S. All actualy initials of names have been changed to protect the identities of the parties involved,which in case any reader's intelligence out there belongs to the league of Light and L manages to figure out who they are.