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sometimes
i find it both amazing and scary at the same time.
when i see how things can like take a total 180 degree change within just a short time.
just barely a month ago.
i was literally having the time of my life.
getting to know so many new friends(and her of course).doing all the things i like to do.
and obviously feeling very much damn alive.
yet now.
i've been reduced to nothing much more than a zombie.
struggling to drag myself out of bed every monring just to go to school.
something which ironically..was once what i had been looking forward to so much last time.
and.as if that wasn't enough.the misc admin problems i've been facing have been getting from bad to worse.e.g. being allocated the tutorials and labs i DO NOT want....being called to do QET when i obviously DUN NEED to....the freaking screwed up timetable....etc.
i can't imagine...if i have had to do my QET right before my gig on Sat..-.-
i mean like WTF.
luckily i kinda got that sorted out.
now all i can do about my misallocated tutorials and labs is to pray and hope for a swap.
as for the gig.i'm like only halfway thru memorizing both of the new songs.
dunno why it seems especially hard this time round.
moreover....for some reason which i cannot seem to figure out.
i really wanna do well for this gig.sing my best for te band.(NOT while being sick. -.-)
which is why.all the more i really CANNOT afford to take QET that day!
they BETTER solve the problem.
and guess what.
all this is only just the beginning. X(
looking back now.i really do not know what would have happened.
if i had spoken earlier than her.
just 5 seconds more.
and the words would have been out of my mouth first.
until now...it's still kinda hurting inside.
(if you're reading this) i'm sorry but i really can't help it.
i'm human afterall.
but honestly.i dun blame you.i really dun.
you must have been feeling stressed out and lost by the starting of school.
just like what i am feeling now.
so.i think i understand.
but whatever it is....i'm really thankful that things were ok in the end.
what has happened has already did.we can't do anything to change the past.
let's just leave it behind and not look back anymore.
and instead jia you and work hard for the future.
and..i just want you to know that.
no matter what happens.
you'll always be the one that puts a smile on my face.
everytime. :)
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Gomeh ne minna san.MIA-ed for a while yet again.
Lotsa things going on recently.Especially the finalization of NUS admin stuff before school starts on the 13th.Things like bidding of modules,planning timetable and balloting for tutorials all had to be done.And the things to be settled for payment of school fees through CPF.Yet an even bigger headache.
Sigh...I'm beginning to get why Singpapore is also known as a "Paperwork" country.
But oh well.At least most of them has been settled by now.Giving me some time to breathe properly at last.And of course to blog.:)
Anyway.First things first.Neo san here would like to thank everyone who supported Livevil at their first ticketed gig - Delinquent Elegance.Your overwhelming response and turn out at L-Cube(almost packed to the brim) was really a pleasant to me and the rest of the band.Thank you all so much for your support.Here's the list of names that I can remember.Hope I dun leave anyone out.
My good friends Jessie,Shiwei,Jill,Germac,Yinghui,Chunmeng and Alvin.A big thanks to all of you for being so supportive as always.Especially Germac,Yinghui and Alvin whom I've not seen for so long.You guys being there showed jsut how supportive you guys were,even though we haven't been meeting up.Thanks so much.
Jess,Ashler,Felicia,Meixiang,Yanqing and etc - Thank you for coming down to watch us again and again.You guys are truly the greatest LivEVIL friends.:)
And of coure who can forget my new clique...Kaoru,Shinn,Aki,Yumi,Monkeu,Junlong,Melon and Kesh.Thank you all so much for
coming down and bringing all your other friends along as well.Even though I've only just gotten to know you guys...you guys are living proof that in friendship,time is not a factor at all.Special thanks go to Kaoru for all the advertising and promoting she did...which resulted in the incredible corwd that turned up.
And of course...I did not forget you Cubie Mummy and friends.Now...I really gotta apologize for failing to see you guys in the studio that day.Had quite a bit of pre gig problems to settle so was too busy to spot you guys amongst the rest of the crowd who arrived earlier.Thanks so much for your support too.
Lastly...I obviously wun forget the people who bought tickets from me even though they couldn't make it in the end.Sylvia and Minghui.Thanks for being so supportive.Hope to see you guys at the next performance ya.At no extra charge ya.:)
To everyone's whose names I left out and people I dunno.I wanna thank you all for coming down and making the gig such a huge success.Without all of your support...Delinquent Elegance would definitely not have been possible.Hope that all of you guys enjoyed our performance and we'll see you all again at the next gig.
Alright.Now back to the blog proper.Even though I'm kinda tired from all the thanking above le.4am liao loh what you expect?-_-"
But come to think of it.I also dun have nothing much on mind to blog about now.Other than the fact that I'm feeling really happy right now for finally being able to call myself an NUS Undergrad(took me a really long time so it means a lot to me).I dun really have anything else to blog already.Not much nice pics from the gig(at the moment)so not gonna post any(for the moment).As for the upcoming birthday celebration.This ime round..gonna make it a small affair among close friends.Unlike all the big hoo haa made at the crazy drinking session at Dungeon last year.
Probably...just a simple dinner at LSP ba.Why?You may ask.
Well.Let's just say that I'm really starting to feel a little old.XD Besides...I din really celebrated my past birthdays that much either.As in those before Dungeon.So...like this loh.Simple and straightforward.
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I starting to feel really tired.And what's more.Gotta wake up early tommorrow to attend a Welcome Tea for New Students at school.So..guess I'm just gonna end off here with some random pictures ba.
Till then...seeya guys.
Real soon.XD
Ja ne.
Cute ain't she?XD