Yo.
I'm FINALLY out of my psychological cave.
All I can say is.This was one of the greatest falls for me EVER.I lost so many things this time round.Some self-inflicted.Mostly part of the "bo bian" act.
People who know me well would know that I'm a serious extremist.When I climb....I really give it my all.
But when I fall.I really let myself degenerate.COMPLETELY.The past 2 months was solid proof.BUT if you ask me whether I regret aobut anything done in the during this period.I can stand tall and tell you with confidence.
I dun regret.EVER.
And I do agree.This strange mentality of mine..to live life at opposite ends of the scale in alternating intervals.It doesn't exactly make any sense to most people..starting from zero all over again.But somehow after countless times of doing this.I've eventually come to realize that this is how I live my life.
New life.Meeting new people.Trying new things.
Haha.Honestly.Feeling the first genuine smile gathering on my face as I am typing this.I really feel a sort of release from what has been pretty much hell the past 2 months.And more importantly.I'm really thankful for the incredible bunch of friends that I made during this period..for which without them I would probably never have made it past this difficult period.They really made me realize how just how precious and true friendship can be.
Thank you guys.You know who you are.
It's time to begin my new life.And what better way to start then to have found someone that makes me smile with her smses.:P
"Enchanted" here we come!